Saturday, January 15, 2011 ; 9:29 PM♥
DADDY WANKEE
So bored~ Went to sentosa yesterday with mms. It rained but it was still a fun day. I wrote your name on the sand, got washed away. I screamed and shouted into the air but the pain was still there. I ran under the rain, hoping it'll cool me down, but it was still clinging onto me. I tried to be happy but i could do it for a short while. The devastating feeling will still come and haunt me. Sleepless nights..oh well.
Yesterday i saw you again. At your shop it was. When i was walking there, i didn't know you would be there and my heart pumped faster than 15 november. The adrenaline filled my body and yes, yesterday was the 15. Just when i saw you, a brush of happiness was shot into my blood stream. I could only feel happiness and i was lost for words. When i was leaving, i was still looking out for you. I'm satisfied with even a glace of your beautiful face, and yes you noticed me noticing you. Satisfaction.
If only time can be bought with money~
Last night when you called, someone in my dream told me to wake up and answer my call. It wrote your name on my phone. I thought i was still in a dream but no, it was reality. I miss your voice, i miss you even more. I'll remember what you told me last night and i know you meant what you said to me. Istillloveyou my dear.